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Over Mulberry Hill, 

                             Do you know poetic words about wheat in courage of peace.   
Birds can’t fly backwards in a dust storm.

Investigation disclosed a quarlesome egg sucker. 

Professors and historians haven’t had a harder time figure in things out since George Washington and the cherry tree.  Hopes of discovery for modern science. Some are saying it’s armed with a row of very sharp teeth. Some are saying it’s capable of making off with a horse. Of course theirs no evidence to support this theory. We do know dinosaurs could most definitely make off with a horse. Group of educators tell children that it real. Some Kansans think educators merley succeeded in taking each other out snipe hunting.
A warning went out to all hunters. It’s a bird that can’t be caught.
This theory that the bird is a phoenix .
Have scientist into two schools of thought.
The second ignoring the phoenix declares that the bird is merely a variant of the cuckoo.
Professors are calling it an assassin of the sky. Although they claimed they saw feathers fly. They would stuff and mount the committee stated.
Their books tell them that their real.As in not their school text.

metomorphosis  into more than their myth.  
They said mythical always leaving hunters with an empty sack.

Me’s has no’s empty sacks.  

They can sense it’s good in the mud without seeing it. Highly alert stays in the open without being seen.  

Was hard to tell for them weather educators where the hunters out the hunted. The only thing they brought back was a statement out of a textbook.
These school men exist in what amuses men to believe. A little research outside their text books might have done men some good. Instead of leading not school men belief science is a man with animal fact brains.
Ancient western kansas a mule among birds offspring of some aerial intrigue.  

Found in chalk no half charokee and Choctaw their babies weren’t Chippewa,this ain’t chalk talk, my friends dont call me bear claw, rock chalk talk 137 years ago, the village chieftain is not my paw-paw, 29 years ago Tim Macgraw got his orders from his maw maw, 79 years fear mania ago, she makes him walk the line, you were 48 win cash body no Johnny in heaven die, you can’t find me in no wig wom, your gonna live your soul‘s life before body die,I don’t remember no medicine man, shaman pas life run nin water in my hands, I am making your pig-e sweat ain’t no water, I’ve walked on water, 

I’s aintse look in’s fits no’s troubles, we’s cans rides my’s pony doubles,makes you’s heart bubbles, lord, likes a’s glass if’s wine, you’s has no’s mania’s you’s brains banana’s, would you’s likes somes mana nana you’s mush has munchkinhousin’s me’s stuffy stuff soul loves you’s miss Nita’s. 

Thought it was humorous an had appeal. Some early day Kansans so they adopted the bird. Would it be to much for us to hope. Nothing seems to remarkable for modern science.
Nighty one year state ed ago.
Hesperornis regalis kingly western bird feathers in chalk. Monogram come103 years ago the designed duck-like grim faced bird with talons. Skeleton foot tip beak to end outstretched toes found six foot. Good four in half stocking feet. He gave it shoes111 years ago why for kicking opponents asses. Teeth lost later evolution 82 years ago opened the Birds Eye’s an beak give in contentious appearance.

Long and grotesque yellow in color. It was curved to a sharp point, brow two palms across from eye to eye the eyes sticking out the sides.
Blue and red feathers shinning like the steel of my Toledo sword.  
Hard to tell where one color leaves off and the other begins.
The talons are shaped like an eagles.
Even the priest was one seen it fly off with one of those hump backed cattle. 

You call Buffalo the man would be Coronado.
The Indians say the tail is poisonous and employ it as a weapon in battle. Hundred leagues it’s voice can be heard. It was the cause of all our trouble in this land. We where unable to locate the golden cities.

His soldiers nicknamed it the feathered jackass not in englash. 

The guardian spirit of that land.

They thought this bird and the phoenix where identical. Phoenix is all things to all men of all sizes.
It is said that both have the power to become invisible.
O cuckoo shall I call thee, 

bird or wondering voice.
Smiling bird 77 years design survives copywrite 78 year ago.

It builds its nest in nests of other birds an lays its eggs. Hatched they kick out the starving to death from nests.
Invisibility is that of a sneak and a coward.

Renita do you like that voice moving your lips, the sound do you hear f••• that   ni••er don’t come back here.

no worries Renita no one’s around you

do you know who I am 

your mouth wasn’t moving Renita do you know who I am 

cpr didn’t work Renita I am the one not allowing your lips to stop moving 

do you know who I am 

does that seem like a soothing voice to you Renita

do you know what kind of outlaw your son was do you know what kind of outlaw Marie’s son was.
Unconventional rebellious by defintion. 

Do you know what dna is Renita.

Look up mom I ain’t gonna be around that shit. Life is to short. Thad ain’t even you cry in. Do you know what your brain is doing to your soul.

Please come home 

I haven’t lived with you sense I was 15.

I can’t leave him 

you can’t leave who do you know who you are 

what are you trying to say

exactly was I’m say in 

i have to wait until the kids are out of school

i already know your doing that

you don’t know what I’m doing have you been drinking 

exactly mom Cowboy Bob an me fore workout  why three shots bourbon in my whey starts morn in out jus fine 

you jus got out of treatment 

would you like to know why 

I don’t have to sit here an listen this 

yer sit in down you have free will I’m sit in at the bar

bob has a bar   

yep his name is Cowboy Bob 

you need to come home 

exactly where would that be 

home where you belong 

I don’t belong to a home do you have a home 

I’m high on a stool right now

your doing drugs 

I haven’t had any temple powder sense breakfast 

you need to come home 

I can’t come home I said I’m at the bar right now you can come down here if you like I spect not it’s a pretty long drive

a little over teaspoon do yah jus right wad some say 

I require higher levels of protein I watch my calories and aminos

you need to be watching more than that 

they say a bite of love juice will do yah good do you want more kids 

do you need more protein you ain’t got no cord you can’t cut my cord it’s Cowboy Bob’s 

do you want some eggs I need some with my acid 

are you calling me fat are you 

don’t accuse me of any thing do you know what your doing to me  I shouldn’t of had you it’s what I should of done 

I’m not going to sit here an listen to this anymore your on drugs do you know what your doing to us 

you have free will I’m crack in two eggs 

if you like you can have eggs with me if you like have something else it’s your frig I already mixed the powder why it comes with amino acids.
Would be no structure would be to brittle 

They wouldn’t be able to  survive protein and calcium protects them in their shell.
They have no more down my throat in my temple tummy tum yum yum.
Do you want me to give you a run down on the fertilization of an egg.
Our we can have a partnership for a drug free America. This is your brain, you could have fried, some pas tense, while i ate mine raw no drugs.
Im Mc Gruff the crime dog. That’s Jenny  but that’s not Jenny’s dad. If she gets in that car. Let me show you something.
Would you like McGruff to show you something he’s got a rain coat.
Grrr see that boy on that their playground.
Why yes their are quite a few of them on that their playground.
Grrr every day in this here country 60 kids disapear.
I spec you got the facts after all your the crime dog.
Grrr union with god for their eternal life in heaven 

MOM PLEASE HELP 

grrr McGruff take a bite out of crime 

Mom would you like some pistachios 

greek word harpazo not paso 

Do you need a pearl necklace ourdoes someone else. Means to snatch away is it wet. Cause you uno in church wedding. Would you like a nother dose of free advertisement.
keep them doggies roll in roll in Raw Hide

Some run away some are kidnapped.
Even by people they know.

Theirs a kid jus like Jenny.
You know your dose kids don’t know how to protect themselves at school and at home. Because they don’t know the fish of hate you eat. What your doing to us will be the fish you eat.

what is that

dont finish I say exactly what I mean 

I was never on no street Mc Gruff taste your words before you speak 

Muscle recovery I’m not building mass 

I didnt go to massI don’t need recovery they need me. Do you want me to peal your onion Demi Moore I have Patric Swayze eyes.
Ohh my love my darlin I’ve hungered for your touch only time goes so slowly and time can only do so much

it’s 

i know its ghost 

exactly I‘m 

do KNOW I 

Im Fabio I can hang up this hear phone

your beefcake is gonna finish his tare muscle recover whey drink.
silence is a virtue don’t shed a tear I ain’t goin no underwater
would you like to get to the bottom of your sticky situation

you don’t have normal man hate 

I don’t have  do you know what your doing to us  

mom you have free will hang up the phone 

you already have enough to use for the purpose of your hate to use 

you call same time every Sunday why is that 

because I love you 

why is that

you have to think I love you why is that

im not going to

think why is that I love you 

if you think I’m 

if you think I love you

wad you work in towards anyhow your pearlnecklace ain’t on no food pyramid 

you can be Ozzy an eat a bat I’ll be Harriet the adventure of one life to live 

I won’t be going to your general hospital. Neither will my brothers, the three friend you don’t know so well

do you want three tokens of the qualities i posses 

a women like you can’t have 

For better or worse it wont build your muscles,seaman will not make your hair, shiny our your skin a new, boys long ago have told you so 

He’s particular to his master you know, Sigmund Freud you know you named after, sense meaning transformation into a form that can be understood, final breakdown of their relationship,Freud be clinical originating from conflict in psyche,you have my own man envy,opus collective works Jung, Pavlov had a dog he don’t think why he don’t bite,Ziggy won’t bite Pavlov, had a theory, look to your left out the front window, look back cross the room,no one is home. 

If your kids where home alone. They would be master. Until his best friend came home.
Dorthy your wealthy Almire Gulch that’s not Toto look in at you like that on the couch. Dorthy live in Kansas. Where his master rather be.
Pschic secretion your degree not for greed.
You call Freud a genius they called Ivan’s scientific investigation genius.
Orphaned kids drilling a hole in their cheeks an applying elecric shock.
They never had any hate.  
Years of twisted calculated hate manipulation.  
Judy done gone with the wind you ain’t no Garland. You didn’t hit your head on no bath tub Dorthy. Your vapor started long befor your droplet in your cloud. 

Your euthanasia of Toto’s master began.
When you spec that was.
He’s jus like sunshine.
I ain’t got the the brain facts. I spec Doppler radar never picked you up. Be in you know Reno an all. Be in I didn’t see all the dust an debtor. Be in I was sunshine an you donepicked up an left.
An landed you a house towards the east west still be Kansas. A place I never wanted to leave.
Sunshine I was 15 you couldn’t be my ball an chain. I never been in no chain gang. Zacks is the place to be our kinda bar to be.

He didn’t have the same look for you.
Imna  give you a little ditty bout Jack an Diana. You weren’t two American kids grow in up in no heart land.
Was no Diane debutante asleep in the back seat of his car.
He didn’t tell you we should run off to no city. 

Thad be firs trip mom. That would be first time I met my dad.
You don’t have to call Jerry dad anymore. I had the same last name if you recall. 

It wont be no las call braw my brothers are come in.
Second trip do you recall.
It was the day before .
she’s tryin call me a drug addict now. 

I tried it once I didn’t like it 

I was at the Dongs house  it was after warsling practice why you laugh in 

we call it wrestling 

anyways she’s bat shit crazy she tried do same thing when I was 14

We snuck out the house went bogaarts 

we only stole one beer a piece 

got caught in an alley by the police

she said I needed treatment try send me ta Salina  insurance wouldn’t cover it  She said I had to go to met in’s with my dad 

It’s okey you can call him dad 

he even said I didn’t need ta go ta no meet in’s. But the way she talks to him an everybody else 

I was 11 tried hang in myself  we all had to go to council in 

Mr Goddard said he might be an alcoholic she starts tell in me things he done I don’t remember any of them things like she says em she tells Miss Goddard these things 

she was put in words in my mouth the whole time 

My mom said your dad ain’t got no drink in problem  it’s your mom that’s got the problem 

his las name was Colby is that Aunt Nancy’s last name 

Do you want ta hang up the phone now. It ain’t gonna matter either which way.
We ain’t get in married Freud.
Mom I ain’t 11 I ain’t 14 I aint 16 I ain’t I’m 20 now.
Neither one of us has to stretch our head an do our best James Dean. Let’s finish the song nice an slow for you.  
Anyhow after I got back ta house. Wadn’t back bout hour, dad answers the door. It’s officer Aldridge I’m in my mom‘s papazon chair wad ever call it. I 

get up my dad says sit back down. Said he had a question for me. Did I give them any marijuana. I go they said I did. They said they got it from you. I go then I guess I did. What I want to know is who gave it to you. I found it walk in home from practice.
Officer Aldridge leaves 

have you been smoke in that shit 

I go that’s the first time I’ve ever seen a joint 

he looks at her I said to em you don’t need to look at her I say what I mean 

he don’t like it when I say things like that

an she knows it cause it happens every time  so know she tells dad I’ve been act in funny I tell him to look at me 

do I seem like I’m acting funny to you

he dudnt even look at me 

i already know what she’s gonna say 

do you see that Jerry I have no control over him 

Dad she’s doin that on purpose 

he needs help he’s been doing something 

your the one who needs help 

do you see the way he’s talk in to me Jerry 

im already ready cause I know it’s gonna happen 

I haven’t raised my voice my energy hasn’t changed 

Jake your in denial. It’s going to be ok we’re going to get you some help 

Dad are you going to listen to her, I don’t even hardly drink.
I said dad you didn’t have a drink in problem either. I go your the one that had to fake it before you make.
that’s what they say in meet in’s 

I’ve never been to one 

sep he ain’t fake in he doesn’t an never has had a drink in problem he don’t know this cause she’s brain worshed em along with everybody else 

she goes Jerry do you see what he’s doing to us she looks over at me 

I already know what she’s goin to say.
I want her to know it this time. So I wink at her an say.
My grandpa ain’t never gonna die  

See I don’t let her talk bout my grandpa in any kind of bad way. She knows this cause I’ll make her pay for it.  
YOU don’t know my dad he was an ALCOHOLIC just like you

you don’t know my grandpa like I know my grandpa my grandpa ain’t an alcoholic my grandpa an me don’t tell you a thing me and my grandpa never have my grandpa an me will never tell you a thing 

I wudn‘t sleep in the back of yer mustang. Wudn’t like she was man hate in way she talk. I’ve never known anyone who talks the she talk.
I’ve been cut in weight imna make varsity my freshman year. Coach from cccc baseball camp asked if I would like to come play after I graduate. All my friends live here.

she was test in the water I don’t bite 

When a women don’t like what’s goin on in a relationship. They start to plan ahead.
This is what women have done and always will do. It’s because their animals.
Protection Security an mating 

You have three kinds of men.
The first is a man, the second is a mans man, the third is you are your own man.
This breed is rare. This breed pics the alphas to be their leaders. This also means they chose who ever they want to mate.
Selective breeding do you know what your mom looks like.
Look at my face.

Do you know what I look like.

why are you laugh in 

that is also rare drink your beer 

So she’s stare in at me like she want kill me 

so I figure we jus get this done an over with now 

so I wink at her an I go how much you drink when he’s not roun 

are you gonna keep let her do that to yah she’s the one with the bat shit crazy problem your not my dad Jerry you need to be in treatment Jerry yer not an alcoholic Jerry we all could move to Reno an live with my dad

You don’t live in no heartland 

do you Melloncamp. Jacky go ahead sit back reflect your thoughts for a moment
You ain’t suckin on no chili dog outside no tastee freeze.
Oh yah life goes on long after the thrill is gone walk on.
Not always visible for a vortex to be a tornado. Mus be in contact with ground and base. Dorthy their is no strong two brothers are come in winds at the cerveza surface meaning it won’t be in the face. Meaning I don’t unless I have to. Meaning either way I like to fight.
Meaning sense firs grade meaning he looked 10 foot tall Meaning you like to start fights meaning I have no fear meaning I don’t care if I finish em.
Meaning  two good brothers come in down Modesto. Come pick me up next week. One brother be stayin home . That means Friday two brothers bounce in.
That sound I jus come down off Cowboy Bob’s rather high kitchen bar stool.
Which apparently he built himself. 

You haven’t seen the sunshine, sense I already know when, my momma never told me, to be a good boy, it won’t be with a gun, I won’t have to watch him die, I’m not goin to let him die,I won’t hang my head and cry, i‘m all heart I don’t have to keep a close watch on this heart of mine, because yer not mine, I don’t do lines, I make my own line,I don’t sell no ass for cash grass, sing your blues, won’t be no black eye, your Jonny ain’t at home, I’m an in Christ outlaw I sing no Folsom city blues.
You want me change song for yah.
That’s plain to see but nowhere near as full grown as he like to be, I’ll go to the and have a few, I’ll wait till he feels like superman, my brother Maverick at the bar, he likes the juice, other two brothers you don’t know so well,they like to work out with their juice, they like to fight, how they like to fight, not on this night, Mavrick get’s to fight, jar head Vanilla,fresh out boot be camp, ain’t no Ice Man, 10foottall an bullet proof with friends at bar, Flavor Flav he don’t like me much, cause his girl does, he ain’t ain’t no Travis Tritt,I’ll be yer huckleberry noknucklesTomCruise here’s yer serenade, ain’t gonna be your top gun, enlisted no spinach needed,I dont drink like no saylor,theirs no tenderness to the four fingers tips to the throat, you know I don’t get on my knees for god, you’ve lost that love in feeling, now it’s gone gone oh ahh oh

Not to worry Dorthy I’m not a fortune-teller. 9 credit short ain‘t goin back for what you call a degree. Professor Marvel was no charlatan. Person practicing to obtain money power fame. Quackery a faker is not a quaker. 

Cowboy church no worries Dorthy I can still see over the kitchen counter.
Im a bible wizard with boots.
There was a man in the land of Uz who’s name was Job. S cholors say Uz is a fictional place to serve the story of job. The wizard of Oz was translated in Hebrew sub titles they chose Uz.

I will grant your wish to see the wizard, 

If you give the Scarecrow back his brain

Give the Tin Man back his heart 

Give the lion back his courage 

Bring me the wickedbroomstickwitch 

Look over at Ziggy not out the winda 

look down in front of wine glass 

that ain’t Fabio on the cover 

my dad your fantasy before your call 

Your mom only thinks about herself 

always has an always will.
He don’t like you. It don’t have anything to do with me. Your your own man in his home. He don’t know that. Because he sees you as his son. I jus met him tonight he’s a good man. I read people i’ve never been wrong. Except once I was 16. You read people like me. 

That was the night before you sent me away I was 16.

do you know who I am

Renita does that voice sound soothing to you

do you know who I am Renita 

That was 29 years ago your animal was 39 

your body is 69 years old this is June 15th 

i have no dna I am granpajacob’s Christ 

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