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Under the rainbow, 

                       We's in's no's image of's no likeness of no's man, roun body soul be, littles planets souls be's, vessels die bodys lie, pure love an energy lights. The otherside heaven we's  all be. Piece of's being little's planet's me's be's. Change my's energy too's form anything we's wants too's be. 

It's not far far away, 

not behond the moon, 

it's through the rain, 

when all the world is a's hopeless jumble an's the raindrops tumble, 

heaven opens a's majic lane, 

when the clouds dark in up's yers way, 

theirs littles rainbows planets, 

too's be's found, 

guiding yours ways, 

jus a's step behond yer rain, 

let em ease yours pain, 

no's needs too's bee's scareds, 

not's ways up's high in's the sky, 

right beside you's the otherside, 

beside you heaven's are, 

fors yer sake, 

fors heaven sake, 

eats yours humans snakes, 

no's need to's suffers no needs too's wonders, 

seventh heaven's lights guide yers way, 

ramble no's needs brains on's, 

souls carry on, 

let's heaven show yous the way,  

yous all under rainbow, 

we's alls ares. 

Somewhere's overs the rainbow some heavens are. Light an's love all six heavens flesh are. 

Peace an's pieces of's no's reese's E.T. dontse phone home. No's speak an's spell we's dontse sell our home. 

Drew to's yer Barrymore craves flesh.Renita's clarita's santa zombie real real estate agent's zombies diet. In's suburbia's of's all places. 

Theys live a's quite life married two's realtors. There teenage daughter's not's the one. Thanks god's fors that's. Go in's downs the road of's deafths an's destruction. 

Mr. Olyphants thinks Joel's thinks Sheila's look famtastic. Apparentlys eat in's flesh leaves Drew's Barrymores lookings an's feel in's betters thans evers. 

It's knots the firs days of's christ mass. Overs one hundreds million years humans ago's. 

Theys becomes engorged wifs bloods whens thems feeds. 

My's true love cent to's me's, pear shaped bodys in's no's tree, no's on's the seconds day of's jesus'es woulds yous likes two's turtle doves. 

khimaira witches do's knots belongs to's anys family of's ticks. Tics cans bee's invisible's to's the observers . 

Vocalization's rhyhmic sudden's be's movements. As'es in's toe crunch in's knots tic Renita's hate tic. What's hid, toes will reavels, secret wills, knots be's kepts,head shakes no's milk's shake's. That's hows family see how theys alreadys have seen now. Brain of's hate create head twitches she shakes toes chrunches no's relief no's release. 

Tick- tock tic-tac time x's an's oh's no's tiktok clock. Renita's im's knots on's the clock. 

Our services are sweeter's thans candy. 

Seventeen's two's eights six five's two you's have no's rem. 

I's give knots, not werther's 55 year humanago, name original not's till 34 Renita's no's dates ago's. I's aintse yours eye candy Renita's sour sweet tart. Nots one's of's granpa originals abram's candys. Those are's fors Nita's Mrs. Brown. 

Those thems there's numbers aintse in's dizzy in's the write in's 11.6 too's 9 book. 

Cj Keenans Jennifer Whites Lynne Scotts Tracy Mcleods Jennifer Sammons Andy Tourins. 

Why's Renita's does yer animal brain knot think to's thinks theys names are's alteadys in's the book. 

It's knots the fourteefths febuarys nots gonna's make me's granpajacob's Mary shiver.  

No's control i's have control's you's haves no's more. Be's very bee's verys knots varied. As'es in's thisis: knot a's change in's somes atribute of's characteristic. I's am's no's care actor, in's no's parks an's resorts, as'es in's meetsble's character, as in's fantasyland, as's in's im's nots at's disney's animal kingdom's. 

Im's stuffy stuff no's animal, know animals hate, no's human hates, it's neither human nor animal. Monkey brain has'es no's more control. Mind has fulls control's. It's knot a's human's tool too's use. Mind dontse come from animal side. Renita's hate is all mind. Renita's it's yer picture time. 

It's mind backs too's yer monkey brain times two. Renita's has no's two's by's two. Eye lids open yer early morn's, this very's morning. 

I's gives Renita's no's warnings. 

Everys mornings Renita's hate is'es nevers in's mournings. No's hate cans live in's no glass house. Screen Renita's go, to's dizzy 42 you's goes, to's (26) Renita's hate go. 

Only one deals wifs point gives a's paragraph one's words of's one speaker. A's new begins usually indented line.  

It's pm nows time be's exactly's 3:23. Sixteens the aliguot sum of's a's 2-power is'es always one less'es thans the 2-power's it's self therefore's the's some of's 16 is fifthteens. 

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Watched by's a's woman whose hands are's clasped bye's a's sleek cat's, stills waters runs deeps, is a's proverb. 

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do you recall what was revealed  

do you's thinks i's haves memories of's use. Do's you's think jacob hads childhood music hero's. Mclean's is mourn in's the losses of's thems. 

Renita's hate cantse remembers "the day the music died"That's cause there's no's you's. 

Two's soulfamily guide, by's two, one higher soul is a's sleep roun body, one's behind the heart's, neither touch the animal's body. 

Renita's fake bake yer fake NaNa's son you's had no's grandson. She is'es no's hers mournings no's loss. we's knows who's Renita's are's. That's knots who's we are. Mean in's speak in's too's no's Nita's. A's monster Renita's hate Renita in's the closet's. Mean in's whens she show feel in's theys fake it's knots a's human teach in's all her knows. 48 be's hour why's do's yous alls likes the show. Yous human cantse believe. Some one who's appearance external's show. To's gaze to's wonder what's one looks are's. Selective breeding Charles cantse breeds wifs a's american beauty that's look desirables. Cause humans are animals that's cans selectively breed. Characterized by's looks reprodutions of's individuals. Look at's hows Darwin looks. 

Hows do's yous looks 

Does any one who's look Nadia's american pie select any one's bigs bangs Wolowits. 

No's theory of's no's may day, tills yer d-days, holiday Renita's payday, looks lie queen of's may's day. 

Focus on's judge in's rank in's physical's attributes of's contestants. Kinda's like a's stock shows. Theys say has evolved into's inners beautys. That's personalitys talents an's charitables involvement. Questions an's answers judges to's public on's stage. Award beauty's queen wifs title's an's crown's. Little's miss america's, make in's of's a's child, Nita's you's sleep, Renita's hate modeling's yer covered cheoreographed routines. 

As'es in's  

Jake do you know what she's done to your kids

you left her do you even remember talking to me on the phone 

listen hear 

you little shit don't you start ding that to me  

i said can you even remember do you want me to paint a picture of what Jesse went through 

the hell you've put me through 

what do you think your looking at  i told you to come home   you listen to me listen naow 

Jake i have had enough i can't take this i am done with you 

i said talk to me  do you know who you are 

i said speak naow  Jake i told you before do you understand me  I said what do you think your looking at  Im not the one in the wrong here 

do you know what we have discovered 

listen hear 

what i said speak quit looking at me  i know what this is  what was his name 

listen hear 

you little f•••••  Jake are you hearing voices that aren't there  listen Jake it's going to be ok  he's well take in care of  I am going to see to it  Jake im worried about you Where are you going to go I need to know 

someday i might let you see Jesse  I know what your thinking it's going to be ok  you can be like a brother to him sme day   just do what i say 

i don't want you to have to strugle  i can't allow Jesse to see that  Jake you don't know who you are  you don't know what she's done  

we are trying to fix what that c••• has done  don't you start with me what do you think your smiling at she's the one that left she's the one that left you and moved to arizona  im not the one to blame you had her move here and left  

i told you to come home do you see what you did to me  i don't care about Nick and your birthday cardyour phone call dont matter anymore 

no one is going to believe you Jake i have custody now. I don't care i know what i done. They'll never know you told me you where leaving  cause they don't know. It didn't work the way you wanted it to T. K. couldn't take them staying with us i know you said three months an she would have left for good and you would come back we couldn't handle two kids it was dirupting our relationship jake don't look at me see what your doing to me please stop what is all this Jake no one wanted anything to do with the boys an her they were not going to help them like you said until she left an went off to find a man and get drugs i couldn't do that to T.K. 

what's going onJake stop please listen to me i can't remember what are you doing to me i cant feel anything  

listen hear 

please say something to me  they are not going to know who you are Frank found her he was going to kill her he should have it would of been easier that way i wish she would of died of an over dose in that hotel room this room is got the same things in it Jake what are you trying to pulldon't start with me   it's to late you should of came home when i told you to   I couldn't take it Jesse is mine he was with her i tried you wouldn't have been able to take care of him the last time you did this it's why i told you to wait till the adoption was final then he would be able to come see you see what your doing to me you little f•••••i can't stop shaking listen to me your not going to trap me in this room they know who i am do you know the people i know Jacob you listen to me do you what kind of job i have  this is not going to happen again i don't care what that is thats the same money clip you don't make that much money your a drug dealer you got my sister hooked on drugs it's why my dad not yours i told him everything listen to me I said don't you go back to Concordia two can play this game do you see the way your grandpa looked at you when I let you see him I don't care about my sister so dont even try she's like your grandma she don't know what's going on  your sister hates you dont give me your story bout Gordy was the first man for her meaning they were guided in christ to be together   and there's nothing better than her little munch kin don't give me that shit your sick in the head to even think about Chris that way say in if you lived a human life she basically if you had human character  basically she married you someone who says they try to picture having sex with their sister and it jus dont  seems to not be able to enter your mind and your brain jus wont picture it miss Freud an tell me your try in it as we speak an it jus dont seem ta work to bad i didn't know the man cause in's christ he is and say he would think that shit was funny listen hear you don't know who he is you've never met him Jake do you know what you did to your sister she wasn't with Chris the first time you pulled this Jesse's bed shit with me. This is the third time you've done this to me. I can't take much more of this your not going to trap me in this room again their is no before it's to late you need to move on with your life i already know your leaving stay away from Concordia im telling you naow go to springfield were you and that bitch took Jesse  this room is the same one you had when I went to visit Jesse that bitch didn'tknow how to be a mom she doesn't even act like she care's for anyone 

she talks like a man to Jesse no mom talks to her son that way she is the that's pure trash she while you where at work she was on the phone talking to another man she was talking about you 

and how she was leaving you cause you wont let her take Jesse anywhere while yer at work she was cheating on you I heard her say she was go in to meet up with after you got home i bet it was that biker guy you have stop by cause he came by and went through the house looking through her things he didn't even knock came right in to your house didnt even say a word to me and left Jesse tried running out the door do you know what kind of man that is  you need to stay away from those kind people those kind of people are trouble your dad has no respect for you any more Jake do you see whats going on  we all have had enough of your problems it's not our fault you turned out the way you did there's no reason for you to live why live like this your in so much pain how can you take it the va can help you find the right medication that can help you why not go back to joplin you where a drug an alcohol counselor Jake go back to that college you were at and finish up get your degree you know how proud Jesse would be of you someday  to know his dad  changed his life around you can go there where people want you around them  this stuff you do is abnormal why live don't you want to be safe do you see these people  they are not the kind of people Jesse will ever be around do know everyone you know what kind of jobs they have your dad ashamed of you it's why after you got off the phone with me you shouln't of said the things you said to me had a nice christmass didnt you Delta wants nothing to do with you either see i can smile to 

quit looking at me  jake see how things are they can get better if you would just do what i say go back to missouri   i am your mother i know what you need this is not going to happen again you are no christian you are not going back to concordia that's my family that live there  i talk to my family you dont cause your the one who left I talk to your sister she talks to Katie your sister hates you Katie knows who Jake I know who Jake Kearns you are not going to be able to be a man i dont care what that little •••••• over there says   listen hear i know it's your voice doing that Jacob you need to go to the va i'm not dealing with your problems anymore do you even remember how i felt being there when me and T.K. came the first time to see Jesse  he wanted to leave after he seen where you lived  you dont know what i know you were the one that was the problem that's the real reason we left early to go see my dad  you don't know my dad he likes T.K. do you know what he thinks about you i said  what i said because of her  she don't matter anymore she tried to friend request me we can't put pictures of the kids on facebook because of her I don't care what you say her weird parents  aren't good for Jesse either  i know something happened when she left that house do you know Jerry and her how time they spent together he's the one who took your kids and her to the bus when she left youdo you know what she said about you  it don't matter anymore you don't know what's going on or know what happened in arizona do yo think i believe Jesse and Nick stayed with her mom and grandma the whole time while her and hersister where out getting high  why did you tell me that she doesn't know how to servive with out having kids  she obviously can you can talk to her all you want why you do after all she's done look at her she is complete trash  you are the one who got trapped she got pregnant so you would't leave  you don't know everything that's going to happen she you said was on birth control so don't try and tell me she didn'tdrink when she was pregnant with Jesse and tell me there's no way she stayed in the apartment while you where at work  jus cause you say she barely  ever drinks cause most folks who do that kind of drug you know very few who do there not folks Jake there addict who are addicted you are in denial he had fetal alcohol disorder along with behavioral  you don't know she did you know exactly what you did to me  this is going to end im leaving this room your not going to do this to me i cant take it anymore  so i am going so you can leave me alone theres nothing even god can do i made sure you everyone knows what really happened to those kids there adopted that means there not yours you have no say in anything Jake how many more years do you plan on waisting your life trying to see and be apart of there lives and not doing what you should be doing  some day Jesse is going to be what you should have been can't you just be thankfull he won't turn out like you  it's like your dad said he sure don't have ta want for anything he's a little meek don't you think  he's a sweet kid Jake hear me when i say we are taking good care of him   you need to start some kind ofmedication to help with your PTSD do you remember that black man and the reason you left this room is the same what are you trying to pull picture what he did to him and look around at the neighborhood you live in do you want something like that to happen again  do you know how traumatic that would be to have to  step between someone and have to try and give someone cpr  while that n ••••• took  his things jus left you there what kind of people come in while your holding his hand and takes all his things  why didn't you just stay and tell  the police what happened do you know how sick in the head you are to think you comforted hims while his soul was getting ready to cross over to the otherside and that you took his spirit and place his energy at some church in sparks before you had to leave you didnt have to go anywhere you could of tearded yourself in you should of know you would of got blamed for it that's how those drug addicts are  you sell drugs there is no way imtaking that money clip i never have and never will i dont want any support from you and neither does your sister   this is going to end why don't you dowhat you go to the va for somewhere else cause there isn't a reasonfor your existence here any longer go some where and grow up  that goat wad our what ever voice is gone Jesse will never talk to me that way again you mrJacob made a bad decision when you can't keep in touch with relatives who want to cast stones at you little ••••••  

mom look through my eyes  don't look away from me  mom i love you's  i am not looking at you  

i am look in too the side of you your soul liitle planet pure love asleep wrapped around a monster  you know i know what you do  you've hurt my soul the whole way through  it's no animal control too's control  your knot even human  i speak to you withs pur love  i don't do what you do to humans  i don't speak too them because i love my animal  no one knows because of what you've done  i let my animal be a man  mom your mind is a weak hate mind  im not tell in's you's Renita his name  i ain't smile in cause im fell in  lower soul i's still be  mom i don't care if you stair  that's knot a stare  im not using my brain to protect my animal   you have no animal  i am  knot hate shake in my animal head  my animal knee's are bending because my lower soul is hurt in  when i speak too you i say exactly what's i mean  be's wads we's calls the soul truefth  see how much you care you have too be human too's care  that's mores thans a's glare  you don't wanna look back over at me an care  

jake's me's brof fer overes their why's are's you's lookings at's me's  

mom im knot over their  it's Jesse's bed over their  would you like too go overs theirs  let Nita go over their  it's a heal in space for Jesse  we's love Nita knot hate mom  walk over teir allow yer human too feel  

what eye has fascinated my tender lambs? it's mark 7.22 fascinus translated to cast a spell   

st. mark thefts, covetousness, wickedness,  

deceit lasciviousness  an evil eye   blas-phemy 

pride  foolishness: all these evil things are knot these are the things of human imperfection these be animal things this was changed by human animal brains that protect itself from with- in soul energy that's don't have too's feel behind the heart, and defile the woman and from hence he arose this is male brain anded in, and went into the borders of tyreand sidom, and entered into a house, and would have no women know it: but she could not be hid. For a certain no man , whose daughter had a negative spirit .  

Yours were lef at our door  yes too yer answer my brother middle jesse's bed  that's my brother's bible  that's beside him is No's Stuff In's  Goat Bud's stuffy stuff body with his bible be otherside granpa  

Don't speak and they were unable too catch him in a saying inthe presence of the people; and being amazed at his answer , they became silent.  

walk over there it's only steps away  jesse's brother's bible is open exact be page  that's jesse's tiger's eye middle all three stuffy stuff bodys  you can shift yer eyes away from him now  the foot of jesse's bed  legs crossed right leg over left the eraser point's too's you  three three point too's you's  body be pillow dutch wife too's be's specific  it's an adult hooded wolf blanket blanket sleeper  i don't have reasons  i know what you are  i dont think why it's human man size  thad their on top memory foam patch work was no work the quilt was hand sewn with love  too the be corner thad be's the sacred space  left corner thads called a healing space the whole room is a space of healing  you have no clue who i am  to give some  one's the evil eye usualy ment simply to glare at the person in anger or disgust  "masha allah mean in god has willed it" Hairy's won't tell me why i don't ask my guide why  cause i don't use animal brain is why 

too invoke protective spirits overs their children

hansa the hand of mary five fingers together  those chai hebrew for life chet yod means alive 18 stones 12 circle  5 in circle's eighteenth take in out everything in the room are spiritual tools 

too ward of glare force that's cast reflects back upon jesus stone tiger iron tiger's eye bans 

my grid is union of energies created between the healing stones, sacred be no human new age geometry  you have no evil human brains have eye  things dontse go away when they avoid the things they fear  rather this is more than uncomfortable feel in's kept at bay  in order to effect the negative knot feeling spirits diminished association with situation of fear  one's mus adress them directly in order too's administer this is no's treatment  the therapist  i be healer you be no anxious child  might sit together an's identify knot progressively but intense situation 

mom you get no behavioral therapy  those center middle floor 

and joseph retured into egypt,he, and his bretheren, and all that went up with him to bury his father, after he had buried his father 50.14. 

this is knot created by man king david's prophet david was the prophet, was to instruct david to "rear an alter unto no lord in the threshing floor is no's we don't care bout mans animal hunger 24.18-19  mourning inthe floor. 

sheep be man human be's animal  be behind animal heart be's lower soul  you are a lost soul  those two sheep stuffed throw be no pillows 

center three be feet apart one's thad be's lef for you too's sit upon, the other is for me  on top rose be quart's knot stone of love  my compassion mean in palm human fist closed upon energy of compassion vibes in stone is for Nita  under be's book 

graveyard be shift   Kesey worked as an orderly at's the va  where the government so happened to be experiment in with lsd  called project mk ultra  because those few wanted a mind control drug to's controlhumans  

in the book McMurhy faked insanity to serve his sentance for battery in the hospital  rather than go into a prison work farm  knot in the book  Kesey an mountain girl where on's a roof smoke in a joint  he did six months on a's farm  

in the book nurse  be Ratched rules with absolute authority  McMurphy is wad theys call a's free spirit  he they say constantly antagonizes her  Kesey don't write that way an neither do i  he doesn't upset the routines of the ward  he trys too's set them free gives the men incentive too's try to's stand up for themselves  instead of's allow in Ratched to take control of every aspect of their lives  Billy was a's timid boy with a stutter an's had no experiance with women  had a crush on McMurhy's friend  Candy who happened to make her money with flesh  McMurhpy throughs an unsanctioned party  mean in against mans law  Billy loses his virginity  Ratched finds Billy an Candy   he ansewrs nurseRatched with outs stutter in  she treat in's to tell Billy's mother  Billy doesn't have an's emotional breakdown regressing backs to the state he was in human animals should nevers have control of's a's soul  Billy in empty doctor office takes his life  McMurphy try's strangle in's nurse Ratched  is awarded with a lobotamy  vegetables have brains  you do knot 

spirituality is exactly what's i say it is  positive an negative spirits you atract  spirits are everywhere humans go  yours where left at's the door  do you hear voices at our front door  you can't feel the energy in hear  if you like walk over with me  my body left foot touches the perinea  and the right be foot     that's yer brain get in scared  cause your animal did knot sees me res close too's the left animal foot  rest in on's th sand  this is hows it's go  souls have no animal language spirits have no memory no brain  like atracts like those at the front door    negative be's spirits yers are knots    those that's follow an's feed off your hate mom  there are very very few in spirits worlds  share in same space they didn't live there lives in the negative   those liven there lives in's mind hate  my neibor has negative spirits cause he rides with few  they are't attracted too's you's  

he was no he who was not permitting the demons too's speak 1 be's 34  come away from jesse's bedroom door  my mind is moving these animal mouth lips  i don't have too say in trice name your mouth's open cause yer brain's in's shock  in thrice name  

everything vibrates spirits do not  your commpassion stone is start in's too's rate higher higher cause cause my's soul is love in the mind  i am  i aready know wad yer gonna do  leave if you like it's almos time  go hate mom pick up your son